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Friday, 05 September 2008
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It's ready! I've got my new blog site prepared and from now on this is where I will be writing: http://kristibishop.blogspot.com/
I'll keep this site (Xanga) active for the sake of archiving the entries I've written in the past. But I won't be writing anything new to Xanga after today.
Thanks again to all those who followed this blog over the last 3 1/2 years. I hope you'll continue to read on my new site as well.
Saturday, 30 August 2008
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Currently Reading
Facing Your Giants: A David and Goliath Story for Everyday People
By Max Lucado
see relatedAs usual for when I am home, I haven't been good at updating this site. My rationale has been that there's not as much interesting stuff to write about while I'm in America compared to when I'm overseas. Plus I was waiting for confirmation of plans for what I will be doing next so that I could announce them. After almost 2 months at home, I'm finally sitting down to write it all out for you.
My first 2 weeks at home were actually very busy. I already wrote about spending time in Portland with family and old friends and visiting my aunts for the 4th of July. I then got to see 4 of my DTS friends within a week's time - 2 of them in Vancouver B.C., one who flew in from Holland on my birthday, and another who had moved from Texas to Seattle. It felt really good to get to see and talk with the people I'm closest to and know me best. But in the middle of this I started to go through serious reverse-culture shock like I haven't experienced before. I think being on the road and doing so much kept me from being able to face the emotional and psychological transfer from Indonesia to America. I hadn't prepared myself for it at all before leaving Indonesia, and I certainly didn’t have time for it when I got here. So I suddenly found myself an emotional wreck trying to cope with thoughts and feelings I didn't understand. At the same time I was mysteriously depressed about turning another year older. Thankfully I did have my close friends at hand to help me through the process. By the time I actually got to my parents' house in Yakima I had pretty much recovered. Or perhaps, finally being able to unpack my physical suitcases helped complete the emotional unpacking for me.Louise, me, & Natalie hanging out at Gasworks Park in Seattle
My two main focuses on coming home were to 1) reconnect with family and friends, and 2) prepare for my next step. Right off the bat I got to spend a lot of quality time with my friends from Thirdspace (my Bible study / fellowship group). We even had a weekend camping trip, which made me feel like I was back in the "villages" in Borneo - washing dishes in the river, cooking over a camp fire, and drinking lots of coffee & hot chocolate (I even whipped out some of my instant fried noodles). I also got to spend quality time with my mom while my dad was in Korea speaking at a church convention. I looked into getting a part time or short-term job and even went on an interview for one. But as I prayed about it I felt that I wasn't supposed to work this time. I know that as a missionary depending on financial support from others I have a responsibility to also work to support myself when I can, so it was a hard decision to make. Yet I knew that during this short time at home it is more important for me to be able to maintain the relationships I have and prepare for what is ahead of me, and trust God that He would continue to provide for my needs while at home.
So what is next for me? Back in May I first began to get a glimpse of a vision God was giving me for my work with YWAM in Indonesia. But it took me 2 months of prayer and consultation with different leaders to feel confidence and peace that that was what I was really supposed to do. My main project during my trip to Indonesia had been researching the existing and potential mercy ministries at various YWAM locations throughout the country. By the time I got to Bali to do the seminar on community development, I had started to get a grasp on the general situation of mercy ministries in the country - in that they were seriously understaffed and underdeveloped. As I spoke with the coordinator for mercy ministries for YWAM Indonesia I understood her own goal raising up more mercy-minded staff across the country and then equiping them to do projects at their locations. At the same time I could feel God pulling at my heart, letting me know that this is what I am supposed to help with. That’s when I started to get a vision for what He might want me to do there in the long term.But before I could work on that vision – which I won’t divulge yet until it becomes clearer, there are other things I would need to do first. I consulted with the base leader in Bali about it all and we set out an initial 3 year plan for me to staff at their base, since the primary vision of their base is the training & equipping of staff and my vision fits better with theirs than any other base I’d visited. The first year I will spend doing 2 things God had very clearly told me to do earlier in my trip – 1) go to language school for several months so that I could communicate more effectively with the local people, and 2) attend a YWAM school called Intro to Primary Health Care (IPHC), which is essentially a 6 month village nursing school. After that training I’ll start getting involved in mercy ministries and community development projects to gain more experience in that area. I’ll also get leadership experience through staffing YWAM schools like DTS and IPHC. Then after those 3 years we’ll reevaluate the vision I was given and either move forward in it or move in whatever other direction God leads me in.
So on September 20 I’ll be flying out of Seattle on a one-way ticket to Bali. I will come home to visit at least once in those 3 years, providing I have the money to do so. Even though I will now be full-time staff, I still not will receive a salary as all YWAM staff are unpaid (which is actually pretty normal for missions organizations since we’re a non-profit industry). We all depend on God for the provision our finances through the family, friends, and others that He leads to sponsor us for our daily living and ministry expenses. I now have an account set up for U.S. tax-deductible donations (details are available on request). But the thing I really need the most is your continued prayers – for wisdom in following His plans, financial provision, physical protection (especially health), and above all for opportunities to share God’s love either through my words or my actions.
I’d like to extend my thanks to those who have continued to read this journal over the past few years and for all who have prayed for me and supported me financially. In the next week or so I will be transitioning to a new website that will better suit my communication needs. I’ll post the link to that site as soon as I am ready for its unveiling. I hope that you’ll join with me in the next phase of my journey.
Wednesday, 09 July 2008
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Currently Watching
Fool's Gold (Full-Screen Edition)
By Matthew McConaughey, Kate Hudson
see relatedA ferry, a taxi, a subway, 4 flights, and 5 countries later, I'm back in North America. It was quite a long and sleepless ordeal getting this far. But more on that later. First let me wrap up my time in Indonesia.
Last time I wrote, Brittany and I were bored and lonely at the base in Pontianak. On Friday (June 27) there was a gorgeous rainstorm that we stood and got soaked in while the staff and kids thought we were crazy. It had been so hot and humid that it felt really good, and after a while we actually felt cold so we went inside to change to nice dry clothes. Then Vecky picked us up to take us into the city to go to the mall for a while. While we were there we decided to pamper ourselves a little bit by going to a salon. There we both got a "cream-bath" - deep conditioning to help heal our dried and damaged hair. Brittany also got hers dried and straightened, but I decided that I'd be doing that myself once I got home so I didn't bother. Instead I got a pedicure, which felt awesome after 3 months of flipflops and barefeet. Being at a mall and pampering helped prepare me in a sense for the transition back to America.
That night two guys from the Gold Coast team came back early from the villages because one of them was really sick. They stayed at the base with us so finally we had some more people to talk with and do things with. Saturday morning Vecky picked us all up and took us back into the city where we ended up, once again, at the mall. We took the guys to the salon so one could get a haircut, and while waiting I ended up getting my hair straightened afterall. I could already feel the transition taking effect. Then Vecky dropped off me & Brittany at his house / the orphanage where the local DTS and staff were staying so we could hang out with them for a while. That evening I had a little going away party with them. I bought martabak, an amazing Indonesian dessert, to share. We ate, sang some songs, then people got to say things about/to me and I gave a mini-speech, then they all prayed for me. It was a really special time together, and I'm really going to miss them.
Sunday we went back to Vecky's church and out to lunch. Then I had him drop me off once again to spend a little more time with the DTS. After a couple hours and saying goodbye, one of the ladies I was closest to drove me back to the base. That is, after giving me one of her gorgeous shawl/scarf/wrap thingies that came from her home village in Sumatra. It was one of those situations where you don't feel you can accept something so special yet you know you can't refuse them the joy of giving it either, so after initial protesting you just give in and be grateful. I started packing that evening, until the rest of the Gold Coast team returned from the villages. They had initially planned on returning Monday after I left, so I hadn't expected to see them again.
I took my time packing and getting ready Monday morning, thinking I had until 2pm. Then I was informed that we needed to leave earlier to do a couple of errands before going to the airport. That left me scrambling to finish everything. I was glad that I had more than enough room in my bag, with extra room to fit goodies Vecky wanted me to take back to America to give to my DTS friends. The only problem in packing was finding my flipflops. Since shoes/sandles are not worn indoors and are generally left in a pile outside the entrance of a building, it's not uncommon for other people to "borrow" your shoes to walk somewhere really quick, then forget to bring them back. This is especially the case when there are more than 30 kids at a base going back and forth between the two main buildings. So just as we were trying to leave I had to recruit the help of several staff members to search the property to find both of my pairs of flipflops. Thankfully we did eventually find them all, but one pair I almost had to give up on.
My 2 day adventure in transportation began around 3pm when Brittany and I got to the airport to check in and found out that our flight was delayed 2 hours. Typical. So we got to just hang out in the tiny uncomfortable departure lounge that smelled of durian (an infamous, distinctly stinky Southeast Asian fruit whose smell alone could inspire some to vomit). We finally left at 5:30 and arrive in Batam at 6:30. Then we had to take a taxi across the island to the ferry terminal. Since it was later in the evening I wasn't sure how many ferries would still make the journey to Singapore and if there were tickets left. Thankfully we barely made it onto the 8 o'clock sailing. I got to say my tearful goodbye to Indonesia somewhere in the middle of the sea. It only took an hour to get to Singapore, but due to the time difference we actually arrived at 10pm. I began to think that it wouldn't actually make sense for me to try to go to a friends house to sleep for just a few hours before having to get up and taxi to the airport really early. Instead I decided I'd have to just take the subway all the way across the city and stay overnight in the airport. I said farewell to Brittany (who was doing a visa run in Singapore) and got on the subway. Only, it was already too late to get a train that would go all the way to the aiport... so I had to go as far as I could, hit an ATM to get some Singapore dollars and hire a taxi to take me the rest of the way to the airport.
Staying the night in Singapore airport wasn't actually that bad. It was nice and quiet inside, and I found a stretch of carpet off the beaten path that I could stretch out on. My friend in Singapore had asked me to call her when I arrived, so armed with a fistful of coins I hit up the pay phone and spent almost an hour talking with her. She's an amazing woman of the Spirit who had accurately prophecied over me at the beginning of my trip, and she again gave me advice and wisdom for my time back at home, then prayed for me. I then squeezed in about 2 or so hours napping before getting up to check in for my flight before 5am.
I had planned on staying awake for the flight from Singapore to Tokyo so I could sleep from Tokyo to Seattle, but due to my lack of sleep that didn't really work out. I got a few hours on that first flight, sadly missing the movies I wanted to see. I had about 45 minutes in Tokyo to run around the airport and buy special souvenirs I had been missing/wanting. Then I caught a few more hours on the way to Seattle. Immigration took forever since they were severely understaffed (my line had more than 50 people in it with only one immigration officer, and there were at least 3 lines for US citizens). I got pulled aside for questioning at customs due to some of the food items I had brought in, but they let me keep them afterall. I had just one flight left, on a tiny puddle-jumper plane for the half hour journey to Portland. That was enough time to down two cups of weak, lukewarm coffee. Of course, as I expected, my Daddy had a fresh cup of Starbucks inhand when I met him at baggage claim (the coffee was for him though, not me).
I got to spend a couple of days in Portland to see family and old friends who were in town for a church convention. My mom came down from Yakima the night before I left town, so at least I got to see her for a few hours. Then I headed up to my hometown of Puyallup to spend the 4th of July with my aunts and uncle and their neighbors. This was the first time I'd been home for the 4th since 2004. My uncle and his neighbors set off enough fireworks to last me for the next few years
I spent another couple days with another aunt, then drove up to Vancouver, B.C. to see 2 of my long-lost DTS friends and even a couple friends from TWU. The rest of the weekend is gonna be just as busy, picking up a DTS friend from Holland who's flying into Seattle tomorrow (my birthday) and meeting up with yet another DTS friend in Seattle for a couple days. I think I'll finally make it over to Yakima on Monday or Tuesday...One disappointment on returning home was fining that my laptop is broken
The hinge that holds up the screen is stripped so it won't stay up (I had to unscrew most of my laptop to figure this all out). It's the kind of small problem that would cost an enormous amount to track down the tiny parts to fix it. So even though I couldn't really afford it, I had to get a new laptop since I honestly can't live without one - especially in my line of work where a laptop and the internet is my lifeline to the rest of the world. Thankfully there was an awesome 4th of July sale going on and I got a steal of a deal on an excellent quality laptop that, I hope, will not be as fussy as my old one (which, I've actually been hoping to replace for about 2 years now since it's had so many problems). Here's my leap of faith that somehow my money will be able to stretch enough to pay off the laptop, fill up my gas tank, feed my tummy, and give me startup for moving to Indonesia this fall.
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
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Currently Watching
Once
By Glen Hansard, Markéta Irglová, Senan Haugh, Leslie Murphy (II), Danuse Ktrestova
see relatedThese past few weeks have been full-on since the two teams have come to stay here in Pontianak and I have been working with them. We've witnessed healings and exorcised demons and seen little miracles in our own lives. There's no doubt that God is working in and through us here.
On the 17th the 12 of us foreigners and 6 local staff took a 6 hour bus ride out into the Borneo jungle to do ministry in some villages there. This is where I experienced some of the most authentic Indonesian culture since I've been here. Everyday we bathed in rivers - some of them clean, some not so clean - together with local kids who had fun splashing around in their skivies. We also did our laundry in the river side by side with village women. And in one location, the outhouse hung over the river for direct deposit of waste (just upriver of this is where we washed our dishes). We slept under mosquito nets when possible, though I still looked like I had a chronic case of chicken pox from all the bites I get (yes, I'm taking anti-malarial meds). Thankfully most of them don't actually itch.
What did itch like crazy was the bite I got from a fire ant on my foot. I was brushing my teeth outside along the side of the building to spit in the bushes when I got the first bite, but it felt like there were a dozen or more ants on my foot. I hopped to the porch, with my toothbrush still in my mouth, unable to speak but definitely making noise (apparently with great comic effect according to my friends who witnessed it), and brushed off the single fire ant that left my foot burning for minutes before it cooled off temporarily. It actually itched and burned for more than 3 days, until I got back to the city and bought some cortizone.
Since most of the team was from a DTS outreach their ministry focus in the villages was with church services - preaching, singing, doing drama, testifying, etc. - and kids ministries. Three others were there with a worship & intercession ministry. But my ministry focus is different. To learn how to help Indonesians and show them God's love and mercy, I have to understand who they are as people and as a culture. So I spent my time in cultural immersion. I helped the staff who had come to prepare our meals, learning some of their cooking techniques and recipes and talking with them in Indonesian as much as I could. That also earned me the respect of the local hosts who appreciated my interest in their language and culture. Since I have a bigger Indonesian vocab than the others on the team, I helped out in translating little bits of what people were trying to say to them when our 2 real translators weren't around to help. And then there was the rest of the daily life as a villager, as mentioned above with life along the river.
One of the villages we stayed at was way off the beaten path. We took a 30 minute motorbike ride on a very bumpy, hilly, muddy dirt "road" through the jungle just to get there. One of the nights we were there we trekked 20 or 30 minutes on foot in the dark to a neighboring village to do a church service there. It was actually really cool, using the moon to illuminate the jungle around us as we sang songs and chatted, looking as if we were heading off to a Survivor-style tribal council.
I had to leave the team early to return to Pontianak because they weren't going to return until the same day that I have to fly to Singapore. I also wanted to spend some more time at the base with the staff and local DTS and with Vecky and his family. Another girl, Brittany, also came back with me because she has to do a visa run in Singapore. So together we caught a local bus with a madman of a driver. Luckily I had taken a Sinutab for my aggravated allergies which I didn't know was a nighttime pill, so I was drowsy the whole ride and didn't mind too much the swaying back and forth as we rounded the curves of the road. When we arrived in the city we had to brave the local taxi drivers and all for a while before some YWAMers could come pick us up.
Sadly, when we arrived at the base we discovered that the DTS staff and students had relocated to the orphanage which adjoins Vecky's house, while all the kids there had come to the base along with another dozen or so kids who had come from other orphanage bases in Java and Bali for a Kings Kids bootcamp for 2 weeks. Due to our transport situation (the base is in a rural area farther from Vecky's house), that means we can't see the people we had come back to spend time with. Instead we pretty much keep to ourselves in our room, watching DVDs on her computer and talking for hours as we endure the heat and humidity and the noise of children everywhere.
I may fit in one more entry before I leave for Singapore on Monday, but if not, I look forward to seeing many of you when I return home in July for an unknown length of time.
Friday, 13 June 2008
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Time is starting to really fly by as it's winding down for me. I can't believe I have less than 3 weeks before I go back to the U.S. But I'm definitely keeping busy with the time I do have left.
This week two different teams came to stay at the base in Pontianak. One isn't with YWAM but is affiliated with it, and they have 3 people from the U.S. who have a ministry in worship and intercession. They'll be staying for 9 months, so I've been helping them a lot with their transition here (they had been in Bali for 3 months) and with orientation to the area, the culture, and language. I've actually moved from Vecky's house to the base so that it will be easier for me to work with them. The other team is a DTS Outreach team from Gold Coast, Australia that will spend 4 weeks here. They will be going out to do ministry in the villages so I will likely join them a few days.
Wednesday there was a huge healing ministry event in the city that Vecky had helped organize. It was the first time ever they've been able to hold such a large public gathering for a Christian event in this city. There were more than 5000 people that came to the city stadium to hear worship, preaching, and see God do amazing miracles. It was even broadcast on TV across Indonesia as well as public radio. They said they even got SMS / text messages from viewers & listeners who were healed through seeing / listening to the broadcast! It was amazing to be able to go and witness it and see God really being glorified in this city.
The base also just began a new DTS this week, so we've all been interacting with the students (as much as language will allow). The school leaders had asked me if I would speak to the DTS since they had a gap in their schedule with no speaker. So today I got to speak to them on the topic of God's calling and His plans, and how they're so much better than our plans :)
I feel like I've crossed a threshold when it comes to language learning. My vocab and listening comprehension had been growing, but now I can listen and catch the gist of a lot of conversations (depending on context) and my vocab is growing even more. I can't believe how much more Indonesian I've learned in 2 1/2 months compared to the first 2 1/2 months I spent in Japan... though considering Indonesian is one of the easiest languages in the world to learn and Japanese one of the most difficult, it's not really that hard to believe.
I think my time is up at the internet cafe. I have no idea when I'll be able to write again. So please just keep praying for me, my ministry, and my finances in the last few weeks I have here in Indonesia.
* I finally posted the most recent batch of pictures to Webshots.*
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